Twenty-Third Flare - Text - Regrets

[After hours of hiding and recovering from the aftermath of what the Madness had done to him, Lea had realized that he couldn't just hide in a greenhouse forever. He's done horrible things, whether he was in control of his own actions or not, and he needed to make amends as soon as possible.

It's taken him a long time to write this apology, having to stop when the feelings of guilt and self hatred had gotten to be too much and he'd broken down for awhile. Then he'd reread it, again and again and again. It's taken even longer just to get himself to send it.

But he can't back down now.]

I messed up. I know I did, in a whole lot of ways. A lot of you probably hate me for the things I did last week, and I can't blame you. It would be stupid to ask for forgiveness after all the things I did. So I won't.

But I will say I'm sorry. It's something I can't say enough. It's not nearly enough, but it's all I can say right now. If I hurt you in any way at all, tell me and I'll do my best to make things right. It wouldn't be right for me to just sit around doing nothing after all the horrible things I did.

( Private to Demyx and Isa )

( Private to Demyx )

( Private to Ao )

( Private to Adachi )

( Private to Axel )

( Private to Host Club )

( Private to Stein )

-Lea